Step One make it through the day. Step to fight back every emotion I can and go on with my day..
& then step Three get out of bed.
Today only because I had no other choice, I took Aj outside. I don't normally take him anywhere for fear of what might happen. I might be too far from home and he has a major meltdown, or maybe I've forgotten his bottle, or special toy. Or maybe he see's the park and he's crying because he just wants to go on the swing.
While I love to take him to the park more than anything, this weather is ooh so crazy.. its hot then its COLD.. its raining then its windy. I have no idea what to do with my brats. My oldest is lucky in school, Aj and Nathan have to be home with me.. so that means watching mommy doing a lot of thinking and then some cleaning lol.
Well I am just taking these days one step at a time and hoping I do everything right. On another note I am still waiting for the CPSE meeting, I hope I get the paper soon, for I have so little patience when it comes to things having to do with my boys.
My Poem to Aj:
He is my love,he is my life..
My lil boy who doesn't say goodnight..
He smiles a lot,he's always content
His eyes melt my heart away.
I love him so,& sometimes I don't know if he feels dha same.
I don't know what going on in his mind or in both his world..
But I want him 2 know mommy's always there.
(AJ)♥
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
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