& the new year is about to begin

I have about 2 more months to get everything I need for this lil bugger on the way :(
at times I couldn't feel anymore depressed. I feel like my entire life will be on hold again, so I can take care of my daughter & my sons.

   The boys all got a lot for Christmas, including clothes which made me happy. Clothes are very necessary...
 I will be spending my New years with my daughters god mother :). I am really excited to get the kids out of the house, at least for one night before school begins again.
I cannot wait til I give birth, I feel like I cannot really do anything and It's taking a toll on me. I'm not use to just sitting around :(

Well I have nothing else really to say,
so until next time

With Love,
I(3boys4mom+1)

Here is 2 my life...CHEERS

Beautiful children..

My second child was born late via c-section...He was a big boy(seriously) && I couldn't have been happier.. Still being young 17 is when i had him. I felt as if everywhere I turned ppl were judging me, criticizing me and such stuff..

But blah I had my two boys and everything was fine..(thanks mom for all your support)

My loving Fiance was at that time my new boyfriend, He is the step father to my sons, and they love him so much.. & nothings going to change that.

So back to my story my son N. is a pain in thee butt, he is overly overly hyper, BUT he is smart, He loves school He can draw one hell of a picture with beautiful details. & he's only 5. I sometimes thinks he pretends to be deaf when he doesn't want to be bothered. But gosh if you see they way He smiles...its like knowing that no matter what mistakes I've made having him & his brothers was well worth it...