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Well I found myself today. No not really but I'm hoping to start blogging again...
Its been 2 months now since I was & now I'm not. Uhgg, the other day my son's godfather and his wife were here... They brought their daughter with them, I got to spend all day with her & I wanted to cry.. Just thinking I could have been carrying another little one with me, But silly me I was just thinking of what others were going to think and say.


I'm pretty disappointed in myself, I thought I knew what I wanted... But I lied to myself, I cried and cried and cried.. And now I think I'm just going to have to deal. Well that's that, Lil Man (Aj) will soon be getting evaluated for speech and Autism. He is 3 in a half and has the speech of a 6 month old. I mean granted when he is upset he will say lil things... like go, no, dada, bye, hi baby. etc. but other than that everything is based on well me just knowing what he wants.
My son Nathan got discharged from Kindergarten.. throwing way to much tantrums... I blame the Principal for allowing him to get away with it, by taking him outta class and giving him treats..

Krishen will be going to 2nd grade and I am oo so proud of my lil man who will be 7 this June. Boy how time flies when your having none. He is so good in math, getting better in reading and just enjoying school.
I wonder what good things were gonna be doing with this school break that is coming up.

Oh another cool thing, I got both sides of my lip pierced, It makes me look different but I LOVE IT. lols I love being the ODD ball... I just don't like being like everyone else.

Well I will try to keep updating && Post up pics of the cool stuff I do with the kids :)


P.s.I finally got to meet my neice(she's 3 months) her name is beautiful Jamilah & i think it means beautiful in Arabic..


Well so long
love me(3boys4mom)