I don't even know how to say it

I've been feeling all types of ways recently... I am still at home with my mother, brother, fiance, kids & father in law... also cats.
Uhgg I haven't left just yet. I recently had a procedure done that I will not discuss because I don't want the unneeded questions or insults thank you very much. My son's are growing up every day and I am happy that I haven't missed out on anything yet. I really have had anything to blog about so I just haven't blogged. I've been spending my time staring at my computer screen trying to figure out what I can do.

I of course am a stay at home mom who wishes to no longer stay at home, for being home is boring... being home with no money or places to go is even worse. Can you believe Valentine's day is already around the corner and this year is just like any other nothing has changed.

I want to rule the world one word at a time, and then I want to cry when I get bored of doing so.
I just want to be free of having so many things to do that don't involve me(sad face).
Don't know what else to say so goodbye for now(anyone who reads my blogs)

with love
I (3boys4mom)