& the new year is about to begin

I have about 2 more months to get everything I need for this lil bugger on the way :(
at times I couldn't feel anymore depressed. I feel like my entire life will be on hold again, so I can take care of my daughter & my sons.

   The boys all got a lot for Christmas, including clothes which made me happy. Clothes are very necessary...
 I will be spending my New years with my daughters god mother :). I am really excited to get the kids out of the house, at least for one night before school begins again.
I cannot wait til I give birth, I feel like I cannot really do anything and It's taking a toll on me. I'm not use to just sitting around :(

Well I have nothing else really to say,
so until next time

With Love,
I(3boys4mom+1)