If only wishes were true..

I love music like to the extreme.. lols but that's besides the point.

lately I've been losing myself in thoughts,dreams, wishes and things that couldn't happen or be.. lols OF course this sucks. I've been speaking with my good friend Rj(He's in the army) I miss him like a lot.... we were good friends and now we are just distant friends... Doesn't army life suck lols.

I think I may have gone damn crazy yesterday... I had my 4(hubby counts as a kid)boys here, my friends and their 8 month old daughter(adorable) and then my little 8yr old sis in law..  I wanted to murder ignore all of them, they just wouldn't keep calm(like they ever do).

So I was completely off making dinner, I couldn't muster the strength to do anything but play with the baby and my youngest son. I thought about cooking and got tired... so basically I had nothing to write so I thought I just write something..

Oh pretty soon Aj will be getting evaluated.. its about time a doctor has listen to me. I felt like I was alone when I was trying to convince the clinic to get him evaluated, not only for speech, but for Autism also.. I am finally working on finding a evaluation site for him.

Life is just life..

and i will leave it like this(my ghost)^^^^

With love

I(3boys4mom)