& I'm still stuck with last years problems. I'm getting closer and closer to my due date & lack of everything but clothes for this lil girl.
I thought with a new year things would be different,but household wise no one has changed,everyone is trying to depend on me(financially) & I'm just overwhelmed.. In fact I'm so stressed & tired, that yesterday while walking down the stairs to hang out with my father in law(shop for things for the kids) I fell down the stairs, & I hurt myself, but since I had the boys with me.. I sucked up the pain and pretended nothing happened. Stupid me, My back is in pain,but from what I can tell the baby seems to be fine.
I missed my drs appt today, something I haven't done throughout my entire pregnancy, I'm just getting really tired of doing it alone & no one really there just to say good job.
Tomorrow the kids will be in school, So I have to run to the clinic & get checked.. & maybe rest a lil. I hope.
Anyways I hope this yr starts to change.. cuz I'm scared its just going to get a lot worse when the baby is born
That is all for now
with love I (3boys4mom+1)